WISH IN THIS CHRISTMAS..:D

Merry Christmas all..:D..
Maybe in this christmas,my wish just simple wish..just want better than last year..always success,have good health n career,always get happiness..maybe just that..:D
hmm..maybe i forget something..about girlfriend or somebody always stay beside us..maybe in christmas i always alone..but that no make me sad..i always be a happy man..:D..
I don't wish that i want have a girlfriend in this christmas..cause if i think girlfriend can come by theirself..
A Man doesn't afraid if we don't have a girlfriend..cause if we be a success people,maybe that's what we call love,can come by theirself..just focus in career..:D..
Maybe now i know what's the meaning of.."money is not everything,but everything need money.."..:D
I just want in this christmas,"I Can Left All The Things That I Want To Left And I Want Get What I Never Get"..:D..that my motivation..:)..
I want when passed this christmas and 2010..i want left this BLOG,FACEBOOK,TWITTER,or something that always i do everyday..like Chat in BBM..maybe i will open it again for long" time..:D..i just want to know,what is the effect if i don't open that all things again..:)..is it be better?or what?:D..
Hope my wish can come true..:D

30 November Before December..:D

i should start from where yah?hmmm..today is 30 november,this is the last day before december..i just want forget/closed all about her..just memory it into a CD..:D..just about love..but she always be my best friend forever..
Why i can say this?because if i always listen sad songs,i always remember all about her..maybe sometimes someone also can be like me..always remember someone when listen sad songs..i don't want remember about all the memories because i don't love her anymore..if i always remember her,that always can make me hurt..
so from December i must slow and slow forget about her.."Only about Love" not our Friendship..:D..i must start to get a new relationship..:)

Maybe sometimes my friends ask me..you say you don't love her anyomore now,but how if 5 years later or one day,she love you?when i hear this question i just become silence n can't say nothing..i just say she can't love me anymore,because she has a strong reason..that's about friendship..i will always agree about her that "friendship cann't be loved"..:D

Maybe today i don't want keep it anymore,i must say it, eventhough i just say it at blog..:D..but thats enough for me..cause if i always keep it,i always can get hurt..

So i close this november with happily n open the december with happily too..:D..
you said is true..become best friend is good rather than be couple..:D..

hmmm..if we can't be together as couple..i wish you can find a better one than me..cause i will always happy when you happy too..see you happy with another people is enough for me..rather than you can't happy with me..:D


sorry if i write any mistakes..:D
P.S I MISS YOU..:D

Quotes..Like what my heart said..:D

How to make you find me in this most beautiful time .. 
I've prayed for 500 years, pray to him to give a soul mate .. 
And he has turned me into a tree, growing on the roadside which often do you pass.. 
Under the hot sun, the flower that blooms so beautiful.. 
Each flower is my hope .. 
When you approached listen carefully .. 
Leaf is my time waiting for your feelings..
 When you pass behind you without looking at me..my leaves fall .. 
Friends, it is my heart is sad..

"LOVE IS BULLSHIT!!!"

Hmm..Love is bullshit..agree or not?maybe some of you agree n some of you not..

According to me,maybe sometimes love make you happy,laugh n be happy ending..but sometimes love can changes you all into a big problem,always make you sad..make you don't have spirit to do the all activies and also can make you go to the wrong way..

Why I can say love is bullshit?cause sometimes when we falling in love..our eyes like blind..can't see anything..forget all about friend n what the friend have do it to he/she..

i have already seen someone before..when he falling in love,sometimes when the best friends ask him to join with them,he just say can't join them..cause have some problem..but in the real is nothing..he was prefer that girl than the friendship..he repeat the same mistake again..always rejected them..don't want to go out with them..just want with that girl..finally one day his best friends know he was lying to them..they were so angry with him..and then he say sorry to them..and explained it all..and they approve it..he say that he was so regretfull cause he already lie them,he said to them that girl already betrayed him,she can't hold the promise,she say and her act is diffrent..he told them that "TOGETHER WITH FRIENDS IS MORE BETTER/IMPORTANT THAN WITH A GIRL"..if the situation is like that..

And Nowadays maybe some of man just like want play woman love..he is not really love her,but just for fun..always make them sad..i just say the truth i don't want to be a hypocrite man..cause i already saw like that before..many of man when love someone..he quickly want to get her love..anything they struggle n sacrifice,be a good man in front of her,always care to her,but when he already get the person that he love,he can already be bored,don't care about her and just wasting her..when the girl has a problem,he doesn't want to cheer up her or give her some solution..just let her sad..SO FOR GIRL WHEN LOVE SOMEONE MUST SEE THE CHARACTERISTIC N MORE DETAILED ABOUT THAT MAN..


So my conclusion is :

1. WHEN WE LOVE SOMEONE,PLEASE LOVE HER/HIM  WHAT IS IT..CAN ALWAYS CARE WITH THEM..CHEER UP HER/HIM..DON'T MAKE HER/HIM SAD..

2. WE AS A HUMAN,PLEASE DON'T JUST PEOPLE JUST FROM THE OUTSIDE..MAYBE THE OUTSIDE HE/SHE NOT LOOK GOOD..CAUSE MAYBE HE/SHE INSIDE IS MORE BETTER..

3. ABCDEFG = A BOY CAN DO EVERYTHING FOR GIRL..

    GFEDCBA = GIRL FORGOT EVERYTHING DONE & CATCHES A NEW BOY AGAIN..

4.IF SOMEONE DO THE BEST THING TO YOU,PLEASE DON'T FORGET HIS/HER GOODNESS..CAUSE HE/SHE CAN ALSO FORGOT YOU..IF YOU RESPECT THEM..THEY WILL ALSO RESPECT TO YOU..

:D

ENDLESS ROAD

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time
Chorus:
Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think..

I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think..I never will

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think..

I never will

I never will

FOR JESSICA

THANK YOU FOR YOUR REPLIED JESSICA..
WHY YOU MUST SAY SORRY TO ARON?I THINK YOU NEVER DO MISTAKE..MAYBE AT TIME YOU HAVE MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION..PLEASE DON'T JUDGE YOURSELF IF YOU HAVE DO SOMETHING FAULT N YOU NEVER HURT ARON..:D..ARON ALWAYS ENJOY EVERYDAY..MAYBE I CAN SAY..HE ALWAYS BESIDE YOU..WHEN YOU NEED HIM,HE ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU..TRUST ME..:D..CAUSE ARON WILL LET YOU GO,IF SOMEONE ALREADY CAN PROTECT YOU..
THANKS TO GOD TOO..CAUSE YOU HAVE SENT ME A GOOD GIRL TO BECOME MY REAL BEST FRIEND..I THINK WITHOUT HER..THIS STORY NEVER EXIST..N I LEARN SO MUCH AT THIS STORY..SO THANK YOU FOR JESSICA..:DD

I'M SURE TOO THAT YOU CAN FIND THE BEST ONE..JUST THE SAME LIKE ME..MAYBE FOR NOW,I DON'T THINK TOO MUCH ABOUT GIRL..JUST FOCUS ON MY CAREER..:D..
I AGREE WITH YOU..WE WILL NEVER KNOW ,IS IT ARON N JESSICA ALWAYS BECOME BEST FRIEND FOREVER OR WHAT?JUST GOD HAVE THE ANSWER..:D

"Love Needs Struggle and Sacrifice"

Okay..i will start with my story..and it's story is based on my true story,about a man love someone(best friend)..i will call the man n the girl name is Aron and Jessica..

For all of you..Love just need struggle?or just need sacrifice?or two of them?for me,love needs struggle n sacrifice..

hmmm..First time Aron meet Jessica at Junior high school..day by day pass,they become a friend,but why sometimes Aron can hate her,because she is so fussy n like crazy girl(peacee)..

Year by year pass..they become a good best friend..when already at the end of second senior high school,Aron was fall in love with Jessica,Aron doesn't know why can love her..maybe cause that she already wasn't be a fussy girl,become a cute girl n a quiet girl..after we enter 3 senior high school,his friend said to Aron,Aron..you must say to jessica that you love her..but Aron was afraid to say that because aron scared jessica wasn't accept his love..after day by day pass..one day maybe jessica know that Aron love her,so Jessica was slowly stay away for him..Aron was so suprised,why Jessica act like that to him..and then when Jessica want to go abroad,Aron write a letter to her,it's about that Aron tell to jessica that he wasn't love her..Aron was lying(berbohong) to himself,cause Aron scared she go way..

Day by day pass..Jessica back to hometown..and the act to Aron is different,wasn't stay away again from him..just like best friend before..

One day Jessica borrow HP from Aron,and at that time Jessica read Aron sms with another friend,sharing about jessica n said that he love jessica..at that time jessica was very angry with Aron,and wasn't talk n trust him anymore..Aron was so suprise and very regret about that..The next day Aron explain it all and jessica just hear n let it flow..

One day Jessica was fall in love with someone..Aron was suprise and regret..after that hefight to get Jessica love and her trust..because he think,if he don't fight again,he will never get the result..but after he fight and sacrifice his time..he get the disapointed act form her..because jessica was already in realtionship with another people..and Aron was consider that jessica like a best friend..Sometimes when jessica has a problem,she find aron..sharing,asking a solution n etc..aron want help her because he doesn't want see jessica sad..he always want to see jessica happy..

Month by month pass..jessica already want to go abroad for study at there..before she go Aron was already prepare something that he want to gift Jessica..it's a photo album,it's a memorable gift..cause Aron doesn't want Jessica forget about him..at that album have photo with friends n them..Aron said to jessica you must keep it..cause "hanya satu" lah kenangan ini bagi kita"..

For Aron his job to protect her is already finish cause Jessica already have someone to protect her..

Aron is already do the best..has sacrifice his time to her..Aron just want see jessica happy..after that they always become a good best friend until now.."Aron just want let her go if someone already can protect her"..

So my conclusion.."If you love someone you must say it,even you don't get her..but if you keep it you will always get hurt n never get the answer..maybe sometimes love needs struggle n sacrifice even though that can hurt you.."

thx..:D